~ Class Outing - A Visit To The Lims ~
met up with most of the 04s08 population today at woodlands mrt. haha. the trip down to the love nest of the lims that was planned from so long ago. haha. sounds so wrong, love nest. =p but yea. nice to see mr lim again. and its nice to see him so blissful with the then miss lim, now mrs lim. not much of a diff hor. haha. and they look soooooo sweet in their wedding shots. haha. well who wudn. heh. still we find it quite fast la... haha. i mean like they only got to know each other when they started teaching in JC. and they were newb teachers in pj when i was in j1/j2 lor. so they must have dated like 1yr+? then wed liao. like woah. haha. well, doesn mean they cant be happy and blissful. all my well wishes to them hope they will be happy tgt till the end =]
its really great to meet back as a class again with the teacher and all. and see that although some of us might have changed physically or moved on to greater heights, the underlying characters that made s08 bond so well nvr did change. ^^ its just like old times. haha... i really miss those times we spent together in class. all laughing at some clumsy character/blur bugger(sometimes got me aso lah) haha.
after dat went to westmall with those who dun really have programs on at night. sat at coffeebean and just chatted the hrs away with ricky, zhi wei, ben, wan qing and crystal. the talk was continuous and ever flowing, our laughter was frequent and robust? haha.
after the coffeebean? went down to join the guys at clarke quay/citihall... haha. its always around citihall/suntec with these guys one. haha. bought this book at times while waiting for them. "the undercover economist" haha. really interesting. talks about how things in the world can revolve around some very basic rules and laws. hah.
a thought occured to me on the train today while going to woodlands. some things im doing is really like a kid lidat. "i dun fren you!!" haha. i really should stop acting like a kid. but i've already decided i shud just wash my hands off this matter already. its too taxing, too stupid. im not going to brawl in the mud anymore. already 19 yrs old liao. going to ord liao. really shouldn act like a kid anymore. haha.
was talking to daniel yesterday bout what happened between him and katsy... hah. i realise... there are many ppl who went through alot more than i did. everybody moves on. so i should be starting my journey as well(well he had world of warcraft and i dun la but thats beside the pt. haha) after talking to him... this "quote" popped into my mind...
~the most painful question in the world, is WHY~
haha. i tink it sounds rather chim. can smoke through in some quote book? =p
~ So Now How? ~
maybe its me. maybe its not. but i really get the feeling these days that every comment, every msg, every little thing that i say just gets you irritated. somehow i feel like im being treated like an enemy. i tot that no matter what, we could and would always be able to talk to each other and possibly relieve each other from some stoning. but maybe thats just all in the past for you? i dunoe. did i suddenly contract a disease that can be spread via the net? and i know the imposter incident didn help at all but really, wad was i to do about it? i already did wadever i did was best at that time already.
these few days i've been really feeling quite low. and feeling really pathethic. maybe i just over exhausted myself during CNY la... or maybe.. NOT. its more like this prob that has led to me being so tired. rahhh.
so now... i just want to set the record straight. i want an answer from you. am i becoming an irritating stone in your shoe that u want to shake out? or am i tinking too much and reading too much into things. am i still the person you can/will look for when u have probs? are u still the person i can look for when i run into probs? am i too sensitive? or am i too thick in the head to read between the lines? am i being too thick skin cos i post comments on ur blog when im already not supposed to? am i to just erase my existence from ur life? are we still frens?
an answer would be really nice. but then again maybe u dun care bout how i feel anymore to reply. =|
~ Movie Spamming ~
this CNY holiday i really spammed movies like nobody's business. haha. now abit scared to go movies liao. lol
well actually its not alot of movies lah but within the time span i tink its abit too mcuh.
watched ghost rider on friday night. alot of special effects, a decent splash of jokes and quite a hot chick. overall an ok movie to watch.
then caught the local production "just follow law" with my family. its a reeeaally funny movie and can really relate to it if u ever been in ANY government organisation or probably any office job. haha. shud go catch this one
epic movie was my third. lotsa spoofs as expected but all just quite lame. haha. i tink the "scary movie" crew losing their touch la. cos i remember scary movie 2 was dam hilarious. then 3 was aso quite ok. didn watch 4 cos SOOOOO many ppl told me it sucks. haha. now epic movie just lidat lidat only. although some scenes were still quite nice. haha. i love the ashton kutcher part. dammmmmm lame. hah
went bai-ninging with frens yesterday. hah. its nice to just go around fren houses to visit and everything. meet the parents. get ang bao!!! haha. but seriously the ang bao not THAT important la.(cos its not alot anyways) but im just glad that this tradition has not been forsaken becos of NS. hah.
sometimes i feel so pathetic.
~ Better Days ~
This song has been out for quite some time already. but i still tink its dam nice and i just "rediscovered" it few days back. haha. i tink its a really meaningful song. heh.
Goo Goo Dolls - Better Days Lyrics
And you ask me what i want this year
and i try to make this good and clear
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
cause i don't need boxes wrapped in strings
and designer love and empty things,
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Chorus:
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
and its someplace simple where we could live
and something only you can give
and let's faith and trust and peace while we're alive
and the one poor child who saved this world
and there's 10 million more who probably could
if we all just stopped and said a prayer for them
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
i wish everyone was loved tonight
and somehow stop this endless fight
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
cause tonight's the night the world begins again
~ HAPPY CNY!!! ~
happy CNY EVERYONE!!!
~ =.= ~
seriously. that was over the limit. u have a problem with my frens or me and u have smth to say then at least have to courtesy and guts to step out using ur real identity. but i guess u just do not have the proper sized testicle to reveal yourself or the common sense to know when to stop your foolish "game"
~ Running With Scissors ~
hah. thats the title of the movie i saw yesterday. sometimes after watching some movies you just tell urself that:"i just noe tihs will appear on ch 5 bout a yr or few months later" well. this is one of those movies. except that its gonna appear on arts central instead... -__-
DUN watch it unless ur a totally artsy fartsy person. haha. its not totally boring la. have to give the director some credit, kinda funny at times. but on the whole i was just BORED. omg. dunno why jon had to choose dat movie.
anyways... did my CNY shopping liao... now i have.. 5 tops and 1 pants. haha. shit.
went to this new shopping mall at clark quey MRT station. its quite a nice place. almost half of it is filled with shops already. and the design is quite unique. haha. the whole basic structure reminds me of paragon. cos its sort of like 2 buildings linked by corridors. hah. most of the walls on the building exterior is made of glass. which allows for a nice nice view of the SG river.(ok la. i noe its not like WAHHH. SG RIVER!!! but still its smth. better than buildings all the time dats for sure) and the escalators are built at funny places and angles. bridges linking one side to the other appearing here and there. whole thing is like a maze. so fun. haha.
so to address this imposter issue. i seriously dunoe who u are and cant check. for now ur not on any ban list but if this continues then i shall have to ban u. haha. i'd appreciate it if u cud identify ur REAL self to me though. and why u go and impersonate other ppl. heh.
~ Many Thoughts ~
Hah. wanted to do this one for some time liao buden always didn get down to it. as some of you(actually dunoe who reads la) may noe, my mom was hospitalised for bout a week for the past week. she had this growth in her intestine and surgery was required to remove it. thank god shes ok now. discharged already. hmmmm.
well i skipped half of voyager or more to go see my mom b4 the op and be around during and after the op. went back 1 day after her surgery was done. i saw zhi min and proceeded to disturb him "waaaaaannnnnnnggggg-zi-min" and ask him how he found the outfield. Then i found out he didn go outfield as well... Then i found out he was on compassionate leave... Then i found out his mom passed away due to cancer in the intestine. 0_0 omg. i totally couldn tell smth was wrong from his face... he told me its not as bad as the previous week. before bookin in i was still wondering how devasted i wud be if smth happened and took my mom away from me. at least not so early. then i book in hear this kinda thing... its so... depressing? shocking as well. summore its so similar to my mom's case. except that my mom was saved. so i felt really lucky... and sad for zhi min...
so i went back on thurs... morning did pretty much nth. afternoon got some lesson. short lesson actually. then did some area cleaning... then at night... we had this barbecue! haha. and our company being "lion" company, naturally had an all you can "m"eat buffet! totally carnivourous. haha. satays, lamb chops, chicken chops, otah and ofcourse chicken wings. yummy to the max. and its really an abundance of meat. lol. cannot eat finish one. then we had some beer... and some yu sheng as well. haha. funny eh the yu sheng abit out of place. lol. but quite fun none the less. heh.
after the bbq, was book out! so basically i went back for one day. To do nth in the day and have a bbq at night. lol.
hah. have to do some CNY shopping aso. so far i've bought nth! haha. didn really see smth i like yesterday... :S hah. nvm la walk abit more see how. hah. someone suppose to shop wimme end up dowan. =( haha. =p
