~jaded?~

hah. dats wad im feeling like right now(refer to title). ohhh btw i just had a block leave. haha. booked out tuesday night all the way till today. heh. think im suffering from post book out withdrawal symptoms. haha. either that or im just, well, feelin jaded! hah. cud be both though.

although i at the end of my block leave, im still feelin tired. tired about the way my life is proceeding now. Im spending so much time in camp everyweek just training(slogging) away my days. During which i would most of the time be thinking bout my friends and family and the freedom outside.

But when i book out, there doesn seem to be much for me to do. I end up doing almost the same thing everyday. kinda feels like i just finished one long day of leave instead of many days of block leave. Its like u take an afternoon nap and suddenly you wake up its 12am already. you spent the past few hours relaxing but it feels like just one long one cos you've been doing the same thing during that time. (yes it has that "block leave ends so fast" element in it as well)

i just have no clue what to do. so sick of staring at the com everyday. go out with friends aso do the same things.. haha.

getting tired of waiting for that phantom letter to come as well. for all i know, it may just be a figment of my imagination. haha.
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dunoe if that constitutes for being jaded. =S
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~hello once again~

haha. well... certainly has been awhile since i blogged.(think that qualifies for the understatement of the year award) Just didn have the bloggin mood for very long... NS life is really hectic and tiring. But i realise this blog is the only thing that keeps some of my friends updated about whats happening in my life. so i shall get down to some updating today.

After i got my posting and stuff was reaaallllyy disappointed. cos didn even make it to SISPEC. hah. now im in armour as most of my friends know. just when i start getting used to my company... theres news that im gonna get posted to another company another platoon... -_- freak. all this shit keeps coming to me. aso dunoe why. hai...

last week i wanted to change my blog layout.. but just didn get down to completing it. in fact i just started abit... hah. this layout is so old already... dunoe when then will change. haha. thought i will change my blog style aso... but after typing abit, i realise im the most comfortable writing in this style, this format. hah.

read someone's blog bout missing JC life. haha. i miss JC life alot as well. i miss going to PJC every weekday and i miss going to the national library, sneaking in piles of textbooks and studying materials to the 2nd top lvl. Kinda makes me sad though, seems like the PJ culture is degrading and eroding away into some typical SG type high pressure system. maybe its cos of quek's departure? or maybe its the new principal's arrival. maybe its smth else. i just hope that whatever is happening to the PJ culture is only temporary and that one day it will be back to its former state. when results were 2nd to the students themselves and the pccg department ran a huge part of the show.

also heard from hong jin dat time that GESS NCC is silver unit now... wth... too bad i cant go back and help out now. maybe after i ORD(which is still VEEEERY far away) i can go back and see wad hppn. sianz.

maybe i'll get down to the layout thingy during my next block leave. its quite soon... heh.

~PEER APPRAISAL~

this is my fren's peer appraisal for our Company Sergeant Major... (incidentally his name is aso called bob) enjoy..

there is an english saying "size does matter". In gravitation F=GMn/r² Evidently in both the scientific and liguistical world, large mass is both priced and valued. Our CSM has been blessed with this accessory, bearing huge deposits of flesh on his stomach and thighs. His very existence is a sad tragic testiment to the effects of alcohol consumption and chain smoking. CSM serves as a constant poignent reminder of the grim fate that lies in wait for all infidels.