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just some random thoughts here. waha. too long nvr update is no good... lol. army life really crazy and hectic man. at least for now no outfield. got ndp. haha. but no. im not participating in the parade or wad. rather... im doing the more menial task. bus ic. haha. sounds slack? well to be honest im not sure bout it myself. cos haven even go for a real practice yet. suppose to direct the bus uncle where to go and also maintain order in the bus... hmmmm... hopefully can just sit in bus and stone/read book. but i doubt so lah ~_~

actually i wanted to blog since quite long ago. haha. but cudn get down to it or get enough words down on it. heh. been reading some books lately. one of them which really left a mark was this book called the kite runner. forgot who the author was though. haha. it has a really powerful story. i really recommend this book. the author has this ability to describe things in very fine detail(thats a bonus. =P) anyways i haven watch scary movie 4!!! OMFG!!! i wanna watch ahhhhhh!!! grrr. haha. so many ppl watch liao. and i aso wanna catch bench warmers. looks like another retarded movie. haha. got rob schniedler shud have adam sandler.

wad else wad else... ohhh yah. got best soldier of my battalion/unit for the month of june. haha. maybe can get off.

the other day had "platoon live firing". we booked in on friday night(cos we booked out on thurs night) very early at 6+ lidat for briefin. slept dam early. woke up at 4+ and reach there at 7+ set up all the stuff. then we took down everything at 11+ and went back to company line without firing as much as a single shot. -_- apparently smth had happened with the indentation of the blanks and we cudn get any. and without practicing wif blanks cannot fire live. wth. so... went back and guess wad. CLEAN ARMS! HURRAH! -_- wasn it fit for firing already? lol. anyways our oc was dam pissed dat day lah. lucky we still got to book out at night and didn waste any more time in camp. but just thinking bout needing to come back another day for the live firing just makes me mondo sianded. hopefully can be on weekday.

sch hols have just ended and exams just started for those who still studying. im still so blur about these things. haha. i dun even noe if im a week late with this info. but kinda nostalgic. cos one yr ago i wud be so stressed out and mugging. haha. seems weird but i kinda miss "stressed out and mugging". haha.

fell ill 2 days ago. had slight fever, sore throat and mondo ulcer at the back of my mouth ON THE GUMS. omg. cudn even open my mouth to eat lah. luckily the fever subsided by day 2. but the ucler and sore throat still there. so i went, for my first time in 42 sar, to report sick. haha. summore that day was book out day. but really cudn take it. was hopin for some anticeptic mouth wash and cream or smth. the doc gave me some orange lozenges which seriously paled in comparison to strepsils. haha. ps was right. but for the ulcers he gave me bonjela! lol. one big tube infact. woot! so i just kept spamming bonjela on my ulcers. haha. good stuff.

thats about it for now. will update again. but i cant promise it to be soon. haha. take care peeps.

~jaded?~

hah. dats wad im feeling like right now(refer to title). ohhh btw i just had a block leave. haha. booked out tuesday night all the way till today. heh. think im suffering from post book out withdrawal symptoms. haha. either that or im just, well, feelin jaded! hah. cud be both though.

although i at the end of my block leave, im still feelin tired. tired about the way my life is proceeding now. Im spending so much time in camp everyweek just training(slogging) away my days. During which i would most of the time be thinking bout my friends and family and the freedom outside.

But when i book out, there doesn seem to be much for me to do. I end up doing almost the same thing everyday. kinda feels like i just finished one long day of leave instead of many days of block leave. Its like u take an afternoon nap and suddenly you wake up its 12am already. you spent the past few hours relaxing but it feels like just one long one cos you've been doing the same thing during that time. (yes it has that "block leave ends so fast" element in it as well)

i just have no clue what to do. so sick of staring at the com everyday. go out with friends aso do the same things.. haha.

getting tired of waiting for that phantom letter to come as well. for all i know, it may just be a figment of my imagination. haha.
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dunoe if that constitutes for being jaded. =S
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~hello once again~

haha. well... certainly has been awhile since i blogged.(think that qualifies for the understatement of the year award) Just didn have the bloggin mood for very long... NS life is really hectic and tiring. But i realise this blog is the only thing that keeps some of my friends updated about whats happening in my life. so i shall get down to some updating today.

After i got my posting and stuff was reaaallllyy disappointed. cos didn even make it to SISPEC. hah. now im in armour as most of my friends know. just when i start getting used to my company... theres news that im gonna get posted to another company another platoon... -_- freak. all this shit keeps coming to me. aso dunoe why. hai...

last week i wanted to change my blog layout.. but just didn get down to completing it. in fact i just started abit... hah. this layout is so old already... dunoe when then will change. haha. thought i will change my blog style aso... but after typing abit, i realise im the most comfortable writing in this style, this format. hah.

read someone's blog bout missing JC life. haha. i miss JC life alot as well. i miss going to PJC every weekday and i miss going to the national library, sneaking in piles of textbooks and studying materials to the 2nd top lvl. Kinda makes me sad though, seems like the PJ culture is degrading and eroding away into some typical SG type high pressure system. maybe its cos of quek's departure? or maybe its the new principal's arrival. maybe its smth else. i just hope that whatever is happening to the PJ culture is only temporary and that one day it will be back to its former state. when results were 2nd to the students themselves and the pccg department ran a huge part of the show.

also heard from hong jin dat time that GESS NCC is silver unit now... wth... too bad i cant go back and help out now. maybe after i ORD(which is still VEEEERY far away) i can go back and see wad hppn. sianz.

maybe i'll get down to the layout thingy during my next block leave. its quite soon... heh.