~ A Long Long Time Ago ~

specially made this post cos i found smth today. not exactly found, more like noticed. it was there on my desk all along but got covered up by other stuff... although i specifically placed it there, but just totally forgot about it. Then today i found it while looking for smth else. you know that kinda feeling right, its quite a wonderful feeling. especially when what u found is smth of sentimental value like this..





haha. that was taken when we were in pri5. lol. we look SO diff now lah. see the guy with the popcorn? he was migrating to HK at that time. so we were havin this farewell stay over at his place and this was taken when we were walking around JEP area. He was quite a nice guy, very soft spoken but quite funny. was quite close wif him, and we also mailed each other for awhile(dam stupid lah. dat time dun have internet. haha) buden he started country hopping or smth. so his address kept changing until just totally lost contact after dat.

hopefully will see him one of these days.. haha.

P.S for those in my GESS clique and u happen to visit here. Notice the white guy standing up...

thx san for reminding me about the "personal particulars" area. i cant believe ppl actually read that stuff...

~ entitled untitled ~

just some random thoughts here. waha. too long nvr update is no good... lol. army life really crazy and hectic man. at least for now no outfield. got ndp. haha. but no. im not participating in the parade or wad. rather... im doing the more menial task. bus ic. haha. sounds slack? well to be honest im not sure bout it myself. cos haven even go for a real practice yet. suppose to direct the bus uncle where to go and also maintain order in the bus... hmmmm... hopefully can just sit in bus and stone/read book. but i doubt so lah ~_~

actually i wanted to blog since quite long ago. haha. but cudn get down to it or get enough words down on it. heh. been reading some books lately. one of them which really left a mark was this book called the kite runner. forgot who the author was though. haha. it has a really powerful story. i really recommend this book. the author has this ability to describe things in very fine detail(thats a bonus. =P) anyways i haven watch scary movie 4!!! OMFG!!! i wanna watch ahhhhhh!!! grrr. haha. so many ppl watch liao. and i aso wanna catch bench warmers. looks like another retarded movie. haha. got rob schniedler shud have adam sandler.

wad else wad else... ohhh yah. got best soldier of my battalion/unit for the month of june. haha. maybe can get off.

the other day had "platoon live firing". we booked in on friday night(cos we booked out on thurs night) very early at 6+ lidat for briefin. slept dam early. woke up at 4+ and reach there at 7+ set up all the stuff. then we took down everything at 11+ and went back to company line without firing as much as a single shot. -_- apparently smth had happened with the indentation of the blanks and we cudn get any. and without practicing wif blanks cannot fire live. wth. so... went back and guess wad. CLEAN ARMS! HURRAH! -_- wasn it fit for firing already? lol. anyways our oc was dam pissed dat day lah. lucky we still got to book out at night and didn waste any more time in camp. but just thinking bout needing to come back another day for the live firing just makes me mondo sianded. hopefully can be on weekday.

sch hols have just ended and exams just started for those who still studying. im still so blur about these things. haha. i dun even noe if im a week late with this info. but kinda nostalgic. cos one yr ago i wud be so stressed out and mugging. haha. seems weird but i kinda miss "stressed out and mugging". haha.

fell ill 2 days ago. had slight fever, sore throat and mondo ulcer at the back of my mouth ON THE GUMS. omg. cudn even open my mouth to eat lah. luckily the fever subsided by day 2. but the ucler and sore throat still there. so i went, for my first time in 42 sar, to report sick. haha. summore that day was book out day. but really cudn take it. was hopin for some anticeptic mouth wash and cream or smth. the doc gave me some orange lozenges which seriously paled in comparison to strepsils. haha. ps was right. but for the ulcers he gave me bonjela! lol. one big tube infact. woot! so i just kept spamming bonjela on my ulcers. haha. good stuff.

thats about it for now. will update again. but i cant promise it to be soon. haha. take care peeps.

~jaded?~

hah. dats wad im feeling like right now(refer to title). ohhh btw i just had a block leave. haha. booked out tuesday night all the way till today. heh. think im suffering from post book out withdrawal symptoms. haha. either that or im just, well, feelin jaded! hah. cud be both though.

although i at the end of my block leave, im still feelin tired. tired about the way my life is proceeding now. Im spending so much time in camp everyweek just training(slogging) away my days. During which i would most of the time be thinking bout my friends and family and the freedom outside.

But when i book out, there doesn seem to be much for me to do. I end up doing almost the same thing everyday. kinda feels like i just finished one long day of leave instead of many days of block leave. Its like u take an afternoon nap and suddenly you wake up its 12am already. you spent the past few hours relaxing but it feels like just one long one cos you've been doing the same thing during that time. (yes it has that "block leave ends so fast" element in it as well)

i just have no clue what to do. so sick of staring at the com everyday. go out with friends aso do the same things.. haha.

getting tired of waiting for that phantom letter to come as well. for all i know, it may just be a figment of my imagination. haha.
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dunoe if that constitutes for being jaded. =S
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