~MERRY XMERS!~

Just posting up some pix. heeee.








Anyways had quite a nice Christmas eve yesterdays. met up wif lott and kinny. then had pizza for lunch! wooo. glad u liked the present. i want that plasma tv. tag heuer also can la. =p

VEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERY long neh go TBP with the guys liao man. went there last night and watched death note. had the meatball soup thing there! DAM LONG NVR eat liao! wahhh its dam nice. haha. and expected tbp was not crowded unlike wad town wud have been like. hah. and best part is. just walk home after the movie which ended at 1+

the zheng jie and byrant pix were taken some time ago. just wanted to post. hah.

thats about it for now! merry christmas everyone!!

~birthday month? haha~

got an email from dad got some meaning to bday one. haha. so heres my bday month. i tink u guys will find some quite zhun. haha.
NOVEMBER
* Has a lot of ideas
* Difficult to fathom
* Thinks forward
* Unique and brilliant
* Extraordinary ideas
* Sharp thinking
* Fine and strong clairvoyance
* Can become good doctors
* Careful and cautious
* Dynamic in personality
* Secretive
* Inquisitive
* Knows how to dig secrets
* Always thinking
* Less talkative but amiable
* Brave and generous
* Patient
* Stubborn and hard-hearted
* If there is a will, there is a way
* Determined
* Never give up
* Hardly become angry unless provoked
* Loves to be alone
* Thinks differently from others
* Sharp-minded
* Motivates oneself
* Does not appreciates praises
* High-spirited
* Well-built and tough
* Deep love

~Cam Whoring!!~

wahaha! spent some time just now to cam whore! =P and after dat some fotoshopping. the results is as folos... not very impressive i agree. but i like it. haha.





BANKAI!!!





Enter MY Solitary World

~And So It is... I Let Go A 2nd Time~

hah. hmmm. felt like blogging. lol. past few days was rather... tiring? hah. i thought that for once i could sieze the moment and grab the chance. Live and love without consideration for other irrelevant details. well... can't blame me for trying. haha. hai... maybe she was right. i let the chance slip by and i cant expect to get a 2nd chance. i USED to think that some other guy can do a good job of giving her happiness. That although i might not be happy, she was very happy. well that was until recently. Then i tot to myself, why shud i wait for other guys to make her happy and possibly end up hurting her afterwards. and i can only paste the plaster on her wound. If you want to get a job done, might as well do it urself and make she she doesn get hurt at all. i had thought that the nitty gritty details could be worked out... but i'd nvr expect to hurt the very one person who i so wanted to errhherrmmm... (love). if thats the case then its better to just forget about it. because whats the point of all this if shes gonna be unhappy eh? i'd just rather she be happy and bubbly and cheerful all the time.

(you said u didn want to hurt me, but it hurt me quite alot when u asked(even jokingly) why would i want goods discarded by someone else. please dun ever say that of urself again. in my eyes, ur always wonderful.) i wish you eternal happiness, friend.

Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return


Chorus
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

Chorus

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

Chorus
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
Why
I don't know


Hah. great song eh. we have all the hits today here at PM1, hope your enjoying urself. this is lalo spinning the tracks for you keeping you company on a boring wednesday afternoon! =p

just wanted to dj awhile. =P but enough off the boring stuff la. the reason why im here today is cos... i took off! haha. DUH. tot i'd be quite sad last night but turns out its not so bad lah. maybe used to it? maybe it just doesn hurt as bad 2nd time rnd. lol. PLUS i've had a buffer. which was my happy paper!



wahahaha! clearing 2.5 days of off till weekends. woohoo! and u noe wads even better? after i clear this i still have 9.5 days of uncleared off! lol. summore i just had one week block leave not long ago. hahahaha. most of the rest left like 4 days only ahh. but i got 9.5! =p last night went to ask for off...

me:"sir can i get off for friday and possibly thurs as well?"
sir:"why dun u clear for wednesday as well?"
me:"ohhh even better"
sir:"yah go clear 3 days la. for monday one u let me think about it first"
me:-stunned-

wahaha! =p

but next yr going to have like a 10 day outfield... like WTF la. 10 freaking days?!?!?! ZOMFG. haha. PLUS attach to other battalion to top up for ATEC. -_- i have my own one lor pls. wah lau. dat means 2 super shiong "finale" tests. FUG.

but still! today is a good day! im out of camp and nth can be better! hah. almost la. lol.

~ hmmm... just changed to blogger beta.... ~

dunoe how it will turn out though. haha. skali my posts all screw up. lol. anyways just did this weird "seduction style test"











apparently this is me. hmmmm. creep ppl out eh? haha. so dats how it is... lol.

~ WOOOHOOO! UPDATE! ~

lol. i tink this blog is almost abandoned already. haha. dunoe why just neh blog for very long. past week was block leave though. still didn get down to blogging much. hahaha.wanted to revamp the skin but end up aso didn. anyways heres smth i saw off one of my fren's blogs. i tink the only one who bothers to read anyways. haha

1. Open your library (iTunes, winamp, media player, iPod).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing.
5. New question– press the next button.
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool.

Opening Credits - i just called to say(stevie wonder)
Waking Up - onara(jewel in the palace -_-)
First Day at School - its all about you(mcfly)
Falling in Love - ni jing(jay)
Breaking Up - scars(paparoach)
Prom - losing my religion(R.E.M)
Life’s Okay - ju hua tai(jay)
Mental Breakdown - one-winged angel (advent children soundtrack)
Driving - fat lip (sum 41)
Flashback - paper heart (all american rejects)
Getting Back Together - meet you there
Wedding - back at one
Birth of a Child - dun wanna miss a thing
Final Battle wo nan guo
Death Scene - nami kaze satellite
Funeral Song - here in my heart
End Credits - SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!!


haha. block leave kinda sian. NOT THAT I DUN LIKE IT. but just dat those NUS kias have exams... then NS kias have NS... totally nobody to go out wif except my own camp ppl. haha... ok stopping here. lol.

~ Guard Duty ~

Hah. just came back from camp not long ago. later still gotta book ins. siannn... stupid guard duty. plonk in the middle of a 4 day off/weekend break. =\ but at least the guard com, guard 2 and 3 all nice ppl. haha. no turn out, only had a mock staff parade. cos DO good aso. lol.

then finally go back company line and sent arms... tot can faster faster book out... ALAN who incidentally is the COS today "discovered" that there was a bayonet missing and ask us go find. then he went off for some RSM meeting. so we go search every "guard"'s webbing. CANNOT FIND. we ended up stoning until he came back and open up the armskote... THEN he realised there was one on "the yellow board" which he didn see. -_- wth. and he didn even bother to say sorry or smth remotely similar to that.

i got so pissed my face became lidat...


HAHA. actually that pic was taken quite long ago. =p as u can see its at night and i took it in my house bathroom(see the bottles of shampoo/soap on the left) and my dad is in the background hard at work. HI DAD!

ok. this post rather meaningless la. ohhh but hears a shoutout to my 2 frens although one doesn noe bout this blog but wad the heck.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LOTT AND JASON!!!

~ EDMW ~

Haha. this post is to intro ppl to go to "eat drink man women" section of the hardware zone forums. dam funny/interesting place, ppl tok bout anything and everything there. like u see a commercial on tv and the next ting u noe its up in the forums with ppl discussing it. anyways i was reading this super long thread bout this "story" of someone and a forumite by the name of gibson7 commented and i tot it was rather true...


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" everybody told me that I was gonna be ok. That, it would take a little time, but I would heal. Well, that didn't ever happen; not really anyway. . . it doesn't ever really go away -- not completely.

It's not like, ya know, you're gonna go back to being the person you were before they ... the person's gone.
It's more like something inside of you breaks and your body finds a way to compensate for it. Like if you busted your right hand, you figure out how to use the left one. And sure, you might resist for awhile because you're pissed off that you have to learn all this stuff again that nobody else does.

Eventually your body takes over and figures it out for you. And your glad. because if it was up to you. . . you'd look at your broken hand forever and try to figure out what it was like before."
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Was listening to Jay Chou's new song. the one with fei yu qing inside. lol. wad a combi. buden it turned out quite alright leh. although i must say some parts jay's voice just sound dam shitty right after fei yu qing finish singing. The MV of the song is dam nice aso. quite the romantic kind wan. hah got time go to Utube watchit.

today got AHM.. Its army half marathon and not some spoof of a popular mens magazine in SG. anyways u cud prolly add in the f la. AHFM. Army ½ F*K Marathon. haha. cos of the sheer size of the population that temporarily inhabited shears bridge, i was a good 600 metres away from the start point when the 10km run started. then it was a slow relaxing 3-5 min walk... TO the start point. cos everyone was walkin mah, wanna chiong aso cannot. anyways i aso not so garang. haha. then run run abit stop run run abit stop dat kind. congestion until like orchard road on chritmers ah... halfway it started to rain. gr8. i wake up sunday morning for a stupid run and i get soaked halfway thru it and its not due to my sweat. tok about icing on the cake. hah. k lah but let u in on a lil secret. i took to 6km route. =D haha. ohhh and i met shang who was running aso. so ciao!

after dat went to beach road to buy some stuff to prepare for outfield tml. =| yea sux rite. haha. buden if nth goes wrong and everything goes accordin to plan... gonna have long weekend bookout this week! hoho. definitely something worth lookin forward to. outfield doesn seem as intimidating with a long weekend behind it! wahaha. just hope we dun get conned/scammed/decieved/bluffed... hai...

ok thats it for now. haha byebyebyebyebyebeybeyyee

~ Here Without You ~

waha. sbeen awhile since i blogged again. almost a month if i let this continue for a few weeks. but this isn gonna be another "just to update" post. cos in a few hrs time i'll be headin down to my grandma's resting place. its her first death anniversary... guess time really flies huh. one yr passed so quickly. still miss her quite alot. but its kinda weird cos my family will just be there lookin at her pic and starin into the space inbetween the pic and ourselves... just feels very awkward. almost like u so badly wanna see somebody but the best u can do is stand infront of the door and stare. so treasure the people you have guys. Treasure them like the door is gonna close soon.

well on a lighter note, NDP is over... so no more saturday burnts(at least in the name of NDP) and hopefully things will get better. And slacker.
but somehow i doubt things will get slacker... feels like theres gonna be many many outfield sessions soon, since we have to turn operational by nov and theres still so many things to do... hai...

tink dats about it. sorry if this one was boring. haha.

~hmmm...~

just bloggin for the sake of bloggin i guess. so its gonna be another random thingy... haha

recently i've noticed this perculiar thing dat always happens... whenever i come back late at night, and i walk through the carpark to get to my block.. There will always be this street lamp that shuts off everytime i walk past. is like, at first everything seem fine, but once i step near it, it just switches off... weird huh.

hmmm... recently keep getting my saturdays burnt away... aye. wth man. dunoe when then can meet up with the guys again. still have yet to catch pirates and click... hmmm...

ohhh yah. did smth to my tagboard. try and see if u guys notice. haha

~ A Long Long Time Ago ~

specially made this post cos i found smth today. not exactly found, more like noticed. it was there on my desk all along but got covered up by other stuff... although i specifically placed it there, but just totally forgot about it. Then today i found it while looking for smth else. you know that kinda feeling right, its quite a wonderful feeling. especially when what u found is smth of sentimental value like this..





haha. that was taken when we were in pri5. lol. we look SO diff now lah. see the guy with the popcorn? he was migrating to HK at that time. so we were havin this farewell stay over at his place and this was taken when we were walking around JEP area. He was quite a nice guy, very soft spoken but quite funny. was quite close wif him, and we also mailed each other for awhile(dam stupid lah. dat time dun have internet. haha) buden he started country hopping or smth. so his address kept changing until just totally lost contact after dat.

hopefully will see him one of these days.. haha.

P.S for those in my GESS clique and u happen to visit here. Notice the white guy standing up...

thx san for reminding me about the "personal particulars" area. i cant believe ppl actually read that stuff...

~ entitled untitled ~

just some random thoughts here. waha. too long nvr update is no good... lol. army life really crazy and hectic man. at least for now no outfield. got ndp. haha. but no. im not participating in the parade or wad. rather... im doing the more menial task. bus ic. haha. sounds slack? well to be honest im not sure bout it myself. cos haven even go for a real practice yet. suppose to direct the bus uncle where to go and also maintain order in the bus... hmmmm... hopefully can just sit in bus and stone/read book. but i doubt so lah ~_~

actually i wanted to blog since quite long ago. haha. but cudn get down to it or get enough words down on it. heh. been reading some books lately. one of them which really left a mark was this book called the kite runner. forgot who the author was though. haha. it has a really powerful story. i really recommend this book. the author has this ability to describe things in very fine detail(thats a bonus. =P) anyways i haven watch scary movie 4!!! OMFG!!! i wanna watch ahhhhhh!!! grrr. haha. so many ppl watch liao. and i aso wanna catch bench warmers. looks like another retarded movie. haha. got rob schniedler shud have adam sandler.

wad else wad else... ohhh yah. got best soldier of my battalion/unit for the month of june. haha. maybe can get off.

the other day had "platoon live firing". we booked in on friday night(cos we booked out on thurs night) very early at 6+ lidat for briefin. slept dam early. woke up at 4+ and reach there at 7+ set up all the stuff. then we took down everything at 11+ and went back to company line without firing as much as a single shot. -_- apparently smth had happened with the indentation of the blanks and we cudn get any. and without practicing wif blanks cannot fire live. wth. so... went back and guess wad. CLEAN ARMS! HURRAH! -_- wasn it fit for firing already? lol. anyways our oc was dam pissed dat day lah. lucky we still got to book out at night and didn waste any more time in camp. but just thinking bout needing to come back another day for the live firing just makes me mondo sianded. hopefully can be on weekday.

sch hols have just ended and exams just started for those who still studying. im still so blur about these things. haha. i dun even noe if im a week late with this info. but kinda nostalgic. cos one yr ago i wud be so stressed out and mugging. haha. seems weird but i kinda miss "stressed out and mugging". haha.

fell ill 2 days ago. had slight fever, sore throat and mondo ulcer at the back of my mouth ON THE GUMS. omg. cudn even open my mouth to eat lah. luckily the fever subsided by day 2. but the ucler and sore throat still there. so i went, for my first time in 42 sar, to report sick. haha. summore that day was book out day. but really cudn take it. was hopin for some anticeptic mouth wash and cream or smth. the doc gave me some orange lozenges which seriously paled in comparison to strepsils. haha. ps was right. but for the ulcers he gave me bonjela! lol. one big tube infact. woot! so i just kept spamming bonjela on my ulcers. haha. good stuff.

thats about it for now. will update again. but i cant promise it to be soon. haha. take care peeps.

~jaded?~

hah. dats wad im feeling like right now(refer to title). ohhh btw i just had a block leave. haha. booked out tuesday night all the way till today. heh. think im suffering from post book out withdrawal symptoms. haha. either that or im just, well, feelin jaded! hah. cud be both though.

although i at the end of my block leave, im still feelin tired. tired about the way my life is proceeding now. Im spending so much time in camp everyweek just training(slogging) away my days. During which i would most of the time be thinking bout my friends and family and the freedom outside.

But when i book out, there doesn seem to be much for me to do. I end up doing almost the same thing everyday. kinda feels like i just finished one long day of leave instead of many days of block leave. Its like u take an afternoon nap and suddenly you wake up its 12am already. you spent the past few hours relaxing but it feels like just one long one cos you've been doing the same thing during that time. (yes it has that "block leave ends so fast" element in it as well)

i just have no clue what to do. so sick of staring at the com everyday. go out with friends aso do the same things.. haha.

getting tired of waiting for that phantom letter to come as well. for all i know, it may just be a figment of my imagination. haha.
.
..
...
dunoe if that constitutes for being jaded. =S
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~hello once again~

haha. well... certainly has been awhile since i blogged.(think that qualifies for the understatement of the year award) Just didn have the bloggin mood for very long... NS life is really hectic and tiring. But i realise this blog is the only thing that keeps some of my friends updated about whats happening in my life. so i shall get down to some updating today.

After i got my posting and stuff was reaaallllyy disappointed. cos didn even make it to SISPEC. hah. now im in armour as most of my friends know. just when i start getting used to my company... theres news that im gonna get posted to another company another platoon... -_- freak. all this shit keeps coming to me. aso dunoe why. hai...

last week i wanted to change my blog layout.. but just didn get down to completing it. in fact i just started abit... hah. this layout is so old already... dunoe when then will change. haha. thought i will change my blog style aso... but after typing abit, i realise im the most comfortable writing in this style, this format. hah.

read someone's blog bout missing JC life. haha. i miss JC life alot as well. i miss going to PJC every weekday and i miss going to the national library, sneaking in piles of textbooks and studying materials to the 2nd top lvl. Kinda makes me sad though, seems like the PJ culture is degrading and eroding away into some typical SG type high pressure system. maybe its cos of quek's departure? or maybe its the new principal's arrival. maybe its smth else. i just hope that whatever is happening to the PJ culture is only temporary and that one day it will be back to its former state. when results were 2nd to the students themselves and the pccg department ran a huge part of the show.

also heard from hong jin dat time that GESS NCC is silver unit now... wth... too bad i cant go back and help out now. maybe after i ORD(which is still VEEEERY far away) i can go back and see wad hppn. sianz.

maybe i'll get down to the layout thingy during my next block leave. its quite soon... heh.

~PEER APPRAISAL~

this is my fren's peer appraisal for our Company Sergeant Major... (incidentally his name is aso called bob) enjoy..

there is an english saying "size does matter". In gravitation F=GMn/r² Evidently in both the scientific and liguistical world, large mass is both priced and valued. Our CSM has been blessed with this accessory, bearing huge deposits of flesh on his stomach and thighs. His very existence is a sad tragic testiment to the effects of alcohol consumption and chain smoking. CSM serves as a constant poignent reminder of the grim fate that lies in wait for all infidels.

~back and going off!~

wahaha! yes finally im going to write another entry. heh

well... back for CNY... haha. past few days just zoom by so quickly. lol. collected ang baos... and as per tradition the ppl from my gess gang went to each other's house to bai nian. dat was really fun. heh. and i found out my cousin is ORD-ing 13th march! omg... dats like 5 days after my P.O.P in bmt... wheeeeennnnnnnn then i can O....R....D..............

Life in Falcon company is quite good compared to other companies, especially those in sch 2. maybe except for taurus bah. haha. from what i heard the ppl in ninja company drag boots only, kena confinement liao.. wth sia.. Training for me is quite alright. it may be tough at times, but still bearable if you have the right attitude. heh. just miss the freedom man.. haha.

going off soon liao. so tink i shall end here. super short entry sia... haha. wun be coming back soon... cos got field camp... ~_~ heh. ok then bye ppl. take care!

~Misc Pix!(BOTAK!)~

at MIND cafe!





qi hui(MISS KOO) and me!





the 3 stooges



last but not least....




THE BALD STOOGE!

~PHOTOS!!! AND HAPPY NEW YR!!!~

ok firstly some photos that i "owe"



Class Chalet:

thats wan qing with our LOOOOONG list of a reciept for stuff we bought for chalet




THE BBQ FOOD! Wahaha!




Barney "Cake" for novemb/decemb babies!




Stacko-ing. note the dangerously high levels we have managed to achieve. haha.




Poor ben is getting RTaped.




Prata with godwin. President Of The Singapore FMPF Society



woooaahhhhhhhh~!!!! I am godwin! master of all martial arts!(yea rite. actually just his nose itchy)


THE ONLY CHALET PIC STEVY BOTHERED TO TAKE



well yah. this is really the only foto stevy bothered to take. go cats. do ur stuff.




heres a pic of the nice BIG blister i got from rollerblading in someone else's blades which was bigger than my feet. haha.




Chicken Little OUting!



chicken little and me!




chicken little!




Pizza!



New yr!!

new yrs went out with pig family and some of fish gang. hah. suppose to meet for movie but i was late =P sorr lahhh

anyways after movie went to eat some simple fare lah. nothing to pricey or extravagent...



yep. just some simple fare at ichiban boshi. and some simple sake as well.




thats lee mei taking pic of dunoe wad.




me ricky and dinglun!




its a... BLUE BALLOON!






2 fireworks pics that i took. got more. but i chose these 2.

Anyways while waiting for the fireworks to come out... i decided to take a pic of the ppl behind my gang to see how bad the situation was...



VERY BAD.

Well... dats about it... haha. unloaded those pics liao. shudn have more stuff... haha. ohhhh yah!!! went out wif my pri sch gang yesterday... have yet to recieve the group fotos from wei peng. yep.

thats it for now ppl. see u in... dunoe how long. haha.

P.S ppl with slow connections or laggy com or both and u have alot of trouble loading this page, im very sorry that u have those.