~wahhhhhh...~

haha. almost a month since i blogged. yea. now prelims over liao. so blog abit bah. hah.

wonder how my results will be like :s i hope its not too bad. haha. recently also like dun have the feeling to blog. lol. hmmmm... yesterday went town after last paper. go there end up like nvr do much. lol. after dat went ps on my own to find strap locks... such a big store dun have strap locks. -_- but anyways went arcade awhile...

took bus down to excelsior to got those strap locks. wahaha. now on my guit liao. dam nice. lol. also tried out a few maestro guitars. quite good leh. tink that will be my next acoustic guitar. but wont be soon lah. haha.

went home for awhile then went swimming wif the usual gang. after dat went dinner-ing . then go lan shop where i tried out DOTA for the first time. haha. =P ok lah. lets hope i dun get addicted.

today went bukit timah PLAZA to play pool. haha. i went to the "shopping centre" instead of the "plaza" at first. then ricky and zhi wei aso thought suppose to meet there. cos usually is go there pool one wad. haha. so we walk to the "plaza" to find the rest. after some waiting everyone came. and we began our search for a pool centre. lol. lucky got one. haha. quite cheap aso. so go.

after pool went west mall for foods. then came home.


some thoughts(well bloggin aint all bout the day's activities... hah):

the past few weeks was rather stressful. like everyday juz study study study. haha. finally can take a breather. but in 1 month+ is the big As. so have to go back to "my old ways" very soon. but now. im gonna relac for abit =P

sometimes feels like my grandma is still around lidat... haha. dat day was suppose to study but i fell aslp on my mom's bed. then suddenly i heard my guitar kena strum in my room(which woke me up) i went there, there was nobody. i went to see where my mom was(only the 2 of us were in the house) she was busy washing clothes. so i was like "huhhh?!?" haha. i know this sounds nonsensical to some but hey, i chose to believe wad i want.

alot of after As planning is has already begun. haha. so much activities... lol. but we are still unprepared for As. hah.

class chalet:27th to... 30th? novem
going to have present exchange sia. haha. have to think of smth cool to give. lol

trip to KL:dunoe when but confirm after As
haha. this one... will have to be confirmed again. lol.

play WoW:hmmm... juz play lor. the whole gang playing. must find some nonsense charc to play. haha.



haha. hmmm... feel like doing a wish list =P

1: A LEVELS OVER!!(this will auto be fufilled on my bday =P)
2: GOOD GRADES
3: wallet
4: beh ringer x-vAMP
5: lava lamp
6: some ram to put in my com...

haha. ok thats about it guys.

Day's ratings:8/10(quite an enjoyable day ^^)

~zwitter!~

doesn the name of this post juz make u wanna say "IONS!"? haha. ok prolly not for u non bio/non chem ppl out there. haha. but anyways...

sBeen a week since my grandma passed away...(for those of you who didn noe she did. well. she did.) rather hectic and upsetting week(especially the front part) thanks for all your concern ppl. To those who knew and showed concern for me. To those who didn knew(cos i didn exactly go on TV mobile) but wud have been dam worried non-theless. THX.

My grandma had cancer. It was quite upsetting to see her wither away week by week. You know the process of how a baby grows up rite... first he starts realising the world around him... then he learns to talk... to feed himself. Then his thinking abilities become more sorted out.

Well. Cancer did the exact opposite to my grandma. It sorta degenerated her. Its as if she was changing back into a baby... then an embryo... then no life. hah. At first before the cancer got to her head she still had a clear head. after she became bit blur, she got too weak to walk. then she too weak to feed herself as well. Last friday her condition worsen and she lost consciousness. She breathed her last at 6pm last saturday.


[THIS WHOLE SECTION ABOUT MY GRANDMA. SKIP IT, READ IT. UP TO YOU]
She lived under the same roof as me for the past 17 years. Consequently im also the one who she dotes on the most. Even when she became blur and all. She messed up everyone's names... But the one person she did not forget/mix-up-name was me. Shes the same person who fed me porridge and sunny side ups when i was little. The same person who help take care of me everytime i ran a fever when i was young. Now that person is gone. And all we've left of her, are the memories... and a room full of her stuff. Even now after much of the stuff has been cleared up... I can still picture her sitting on her bed dosing off infront of the TV. I can still smell the smell she always carry with her(its not perfume). Its as if she didn even leave the room. Few weeks ago when she fell at home... Who wud have thought that would be the last time she stepped into that room... Hmmm. When she was still around, the one thing that my grandma kept reminding me, was to study hard. So thats what i intend to do. Sometimes i may end up playing abit, but my studies will take up most of my time liao. I just want to do something nicely. For once. For myself. For my grandma.

Heres a little tribute to my grandmother:

American Hi-fi - Another Perfect Day

I'm holdin on
waitin for your call
it's simple but I can't explain this

I'm sinking down
I feel like I could die
I'm falling off
I don't know why

I still believe it when you say,
It's another perfect day
another perfect day.
I still believe it when you say,
It's another perfect day
another perfect day.

So I might try
to leave it all behind
I know tomorrow's not so bright now

I'll say goodbye
cause nothing good can last
you wear and fade,
you're no where fast
but today
I don't know how
to keep it all inside
but I guess I'll let it slide.

I still believe it when you say,
It's another perfect day
another perfect day.
I still believe it when you say,
It's another perfect day
another perfect day.

Today, I don't know why
I thought that it was real
but I guess it's no big deal

I still believe it when you say,
It's another perfect day
another perfect day.
I still believe it when you say,
It's another perfect day
another perfect day.

I don't know how
I don't know how
I don't know how
to let it slide...


And heres another song dat erhh... kept me going when i was down...

We were at the beach!
Everybody had matching towels!
Somebody went und...

HAH. Just kidding. Its not rock lobster. lol. ok ok. heres the real deal

Good Charlotte - Hold On

This world, This world is cold
But you don't, you dont have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
Your mothers gone and your father hits you
This pain you can not bare

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on, if you feel like letting go
Hold on, it gets better than you know

Your days, you say they're way too long,
And your nights, you can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for
But you dont want to no more
You're not sure what you're looking for
But you dont want to no more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on, if you feel like letting go
Hold on, it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching its not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?

Hold on, if you feel like letting go
Hold on, it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching its not over

Hold on, if you feel like letting go
Hold on, it gets better than you know
Hold on

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well, least now im feeling better. so dun worry anymore ppl, if ur still worrying. Just have to get used to some stuff i guess. hmmmm. Just a few more weeks to prelims... and im not prepared yet! HMMMM... I MUST MAKE USE OF MY REMAINING TIME BEFORE PRELIMS WELL!!

So dats it for now. heh. BYEBYE. Blog may go on hiatus under the lalo's pleasure, for as long as he deems fit.

~Wake Me Up... When Alevels End~

haha... yay! found a daaammmm nice song today. forgot where i heard it though. juz suddenly pop into my head to search for it. haha. this one's by greenday.

"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

Go find it. its really nice. haha.

OK. going off to slp. byebye.