~ So Now How? ~

maybe its me. maybe its not. but i really get the feeling these days that every comment, every msg, every little thing that i say just gets you irritated. somehow i feel like im being treated like an enemy. i tot that no matter what, we could and would always be able to talk to each other and possibly relieve each other from some stoning. but maybe thats just all in the past for you? i dunoe. did i suddenly contract a disease that can be spread via the net? and i know the imposter incident didn help at all but really, wad was i to do about it? i already did wadever i did was best at that time already.

these few days i've been really feeling quite low. and feeling really pathethic. maybe i just over exhausted myself during CNY la... or maybe.. NOT. its more like this prob that has led to me being so tired. rahhh.

so now... i just want to set the record straight. i want an answer from you. am i becoming an irritating stone in your shoe that u want to shake out? or am i tinking too much and reading too much into things. am i still the person you can/will look for when u have probs? are u still the person i can look for when i run into probs? am i too sensitive? or am i too thick in the head to read between the lines? am i being too thick skin cos i post comments on ur blog when im already not supposed to? am i to just erase my existence from ur life? are we still frens?

an answer would be really nice. but then again maybe u dun care bout how i feel anymore to reply. =|