~Thanks... For The Memories~

hah. ok la its a corny over used title derived from a fall out boy song that has been on countless or even millions of blogs. but hey what the heck. anyways, this entry is going to be split into 2 parts. thanks. and for the memories. lol.

THANKS:
this week smth just hit me(i must have been really suey if it happened literally), its smth regarding a certain event i would say, which occured almost one yr ago. An event, which led to the inevitable loss of a fren... or more? =s an event which i deeply regret till this day... haha. those involved would prolly have guessed which event im refering to and will prolly be thinking "why is this guy bringing this up??? and the weirdest part is why isit entitled "THANKS"

well this entry isnt about explaining the story or explaining myself. because i believe i would never be able to do the latter in a million yrs and its just too leh chey bringing up the whole deal again. the reason im writing this entry, is because throughout the entire "incident", even with all that shit and bullcrap going on, i found that i still had frens who believed in me right from the start till the end. frens who believed in me just because i was their fren and they trusted the ZN whom they knew, even when the odds of me just being a selfish bastard seemed really high.

lott: thanks for believing in me even when u were directly involved in the whole incident. i cud even say u were a victim? normally its the ppl who are watching from the sidelines who can see things more clearly, but you chose to trust me and take my word for it. thanks.

kinny: other than saying thanks, i really have to apologise to you as well. i dun even know if u will see this but if u do get to see it then im sorry. cos after jan/feb this yr i really lost contact with you. its easy for me to put the blame on army being too hectic at that time and com crashing but i guess i shudn shift the blame. could say i really stopped talking to you after i stopped talking to lott. so heres a sorry to you because i didn make the effort to keep in contact with a fren who trusted me in the worst of situations.

i realised mid week that i never got down to thanking these 2 frens properly before. but it wud be so weird to suddenly pop out and sms ppl to say such things la. so i deduced that the best medium would be in the form of this blog. no money for newspaper publication la sorry. haha. thank you, my friends. For believing so much in a bugger like me. means alot.

For The Memories

haha. just now had an ORD parade. was a rather simple affair... but the speech was suuuuuuper long. haha. some things mentioned during the speech got me thinking bout the stuff that happened and the stuff that i will prolly miss.

1. the many times when zheng jie and lao cai "quarreled" as if they were fighting for the position of the alpha-male
2. the squeezy times spent in the small BX backside called the trooper compartment
3. weird/creepy/funny noises made by joseph when he sleeps outfield which suggested he was having carnal dreams. (there was a time he even touched wei bin's thigh unknowingly. totally freaked wei bin out! lol. luckily i sit opposite de)
4. the many many pet phrases of my different platoon mates which are so classic and sooooo imitable
5. byrant's act to gain sympathy from Lt Joshua so as to escape punishment for getting caught sleeping in briefing

haha. so many many memories i had. guess ns did have its good side after all, but still the lousy side outshines, or rather outglooms the good side. lol.

thats all for now. byebye!