~Open Ur Heart... Fill Up The Emptiness...~

Alright ppl! Lets start of this new entry wif a big bleah! Yea man! Here goes...


BLEAH


hahaha. ok... lalala. the song juz came into my head... haha. and another song... "if i cud... well i wud... go where-ever u will go" but both i aso forget name liao. haha. juz felt like bloggin, although nth much to blog about. lol. Yesterday went so many diff places... wah wah... haha. First go to sch in the morning to take that lecture test that started 7.30?!?! haha. wth man. so early rite. and i tink i gonna fail it aso... as usuall... the aiyah! few more marks to pass! like pass is good enuff lidat... haha. wad am i saying. im saying crap.

After dat went all the way from cck to ncc HQ in ang mo kio. I dint even had time to eat proper breakfast. was so DAM DAM DAM hungry... I realise hunger is a dam scary thing. U dun fear it when u have food all the time... but when u hungry for VERY long ah... its a feeling of despair... That got me thinking abt the world... how many ppl how many KIDS go hungry everyday... arg. haha. back to topic. WTH. I go there. Take 4 pieces of paper, fill up abit of things. stone. stone longer. then go liao. -_- TOTALLY WASTE TIME AH. haha. but its good to see my syndicate ppl again man! haha. U guys rock! although u wun see this as u dunoe my blog address. haha.

Then i gotta go home to take books, change. Then go meet kinny, lott and kc liao... lol. and the stupid lalo had to go take the cck direction home... From AMK i took to jurong east then change go queens... Dint seem like a big diff to me wad. Total stops i had to take was 16 vs 17 stops. Then i was told red line one stop approx 5 mins... haha.. wth... the smart lalo is dumb.

Finally reached somerset BK. supposed to meet at 12... i got there at 1+ haha... bleah. but i told them liao la... so they juz go eat first then wait for me at the BK lor... Go there supposed to study la... haha. Got study abit. ABIT. most of the time spent on chatting and crapping. haha. Gave kinny the 10 bucks dat i promise to subsidies her. haha. It was nice to see these 3 again... haha... sbeen awhile... Ohhh... btw... now bobby noes smth... so does amos... :D

hahaha... Met up wif bobby after the 3 left. Not together la. haha. went to pia arcade abit... felt abit bad defeating this noob and after that he went off from the mvc2 machine... in the end me and bobby play abit then this strider-doom guy come thrash us. haha. Went home after dat...

Home at night was abit hectic... Lott was feelin down and kinny aso... hai... i juz din like the idea of... arh. nvm shant say. juz dat they were down la... at the same time i realised and was labelled an eternal optimist... haha. cos i nvr feel dat kind of lost sadness before... tink its sorta like the hunger thing i tot about earlier on... helpless despair... and i felt so useless cos i cudn do much to help... =\ recently lott getting very mood swingy... got me dam worried... haha.. and again... nth i can do to help. =/


But today both of em alright liao.^^ so its ok i guess... hahaha. This morning nth much happen la... so shant blog about this morning. haha. maybe tonight blog again. yesterday's yi tian tu long ji very nice! hahaha. tonight gonna watch again! yay! haha. so i gtg pia work liao. byebye.

Yesterday's ratings:5/10(haha. shocking)